I have a weighing scale in my rented room, and i weigh myself every single day.
I think i am somewhat obsessed with my weight.
Well, losing weight had been my failed new year's resolution for many years and i've finally achieved it this year, albeit with a price so great that i'd rather stay happy and chubby than being in my current state. Nevertheless, since i'm already there, i'm determined to maintain it.
Yet, i guess a bit too determined that i'm not doing it the right way. Instead of exercising, i'm not eating well instead. I guess this does have effect on my mental well-being, for not eating well = low energy = depressed mood.
Anyway, i've decided to make myself happy tomorrow by dolling up (since it's dress down day tomorrow). You know, since i'm slim now, it would be a waste not to show it off. When we look good, the mood will be lifted too for sure.
Uh huh, that's vanity for you.
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